Wednesday, October 6, 2010

The hardest part is starting

 I started again yesterday. I steamed my veggies, cooked my chicken, and packed my cooler for the day. Was not especially difficult but it's hard getting the motivation to start. I found my food journal I was keeping this summer when I cleaned out my truck. The last entry I had in it was for July 23 and I weighed exactly 350.
Fast foward over 2 months and I weighed 362 today. Not going to let it get me down though.
I also haven't gotten high in maybe a week and a half. That's a tough one. I like smoking weed, it helps me to relax and I feel happier after I've come off my high. But it's extremely difficult not to want to eat lots of munchies and I can never really control how much or even remember exactly what I eat when I do. So that's a bad trigger for me I suppose, I just can't help it. Am I the only one with this problem?
In any case I haven't lately, and these past 2 days I've been focusing on what I eat again. I'm going to be psyched when I see 344 again. And I'm going to pay more attention to my little blog. I'd like make a goal of posting on here at least twice a week. Yup, sounds good to me.

1 comment:

  1. It's hard to control the munchies, and you never want to munch on carrots and broccoli when you're high so ... yeah, for a while, you might wanna stay away from it. Just [wink] for a while! Vee