I'm still here. Am dealing with a lot of negative feelings about myself, my weight, things in general. I'm having a really hard time picking myself up this time. Meanwhile all my clothes have gotten tight again and I've gained back a lot of weight. Which only serves to make me more depressed about the situation and I eat, so much, so very much, to try and feel something. I don't know how to fix my thinking so that this weight loss becomes important again. Feeling pretty lost right about now.